FIRIATH

30 letters.

lucythewalrus:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush 

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

(via biancadz)

Doing this!

I’ll probably do this! But not in consecutive days xD





Secret #010

I lied when I said I loved you like a brother.





"Have no fear
There are wounds that are not meant to heal
And they sing, in venere veritas
Come inside
Let the fire burn you alive
And sing, baby sing
There are wounds that are not meant to heal at all
In venere veritas"
In Venere Veritas by HIM




I hate teeth extractions.

Just got two teeth pulled out. It hurts like hell. fml.

(I still need two more teeth pulled out >.<)





The King of the Dead from Lord of the Rings :]Thank you Adrie for getting me the ref. picture

The King of the Dead from Lord of the Rings :]
Thank you Adrie for getting me the ref. picture





Secret #009

There are times when I think I’m fat.





My Portfolio

This is what I’ve been working on for the past few days. There isn’t much content up, but I’m working on that xP





A perpetual paradox.: Take a Moment.

Inhale. Blink. Exhale. Blink. Relax. Smile, but don’t grin. Open your eyes, but don’t observe. Now, drift off into the deep regions of your mind. The deepest you can think of. Think, but not too hard. Find an event satisfying to you. Not happy, at all. Just… satisfying. Something somewhat…

Sometimes we don’t take the time to remember where we come from and how we got to where we are. We don’t realize how far we’ve come but notice all the little things that drop us back. Sometimes we just need to remind ourselves that “yeah that was me a few years ago. I’ve learned a lot since then”. We don’t need to dwell on the past, but you can’t forget it. It’s shaped you and it’s made you a better person.





Secret #008

I used to want to be a model when I was smaller. I stopped when my family said I was too ugly to even have a chance.





All the World is Waiting for the Sun.

Take a photograph,
It’ll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don’t have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

- Rain by Breaking Benjamin

We crave the sun like an addict craves his next fix. We hope for it, want its warmth because it allows us to live. Everybody lives to see the sun, and when we’re away from it, we wither just like a plant does when it’s deprived of the sun. Of course we are so far advanced that we could probably live underground, far from where the sun’s rays could touch us, but there’s always going to be something in is that will crave to see the sun again.

But do we really feel the sun? We wrap ourselves with our pain and our anger, creating a thick cloak around us that many things don’t seem to pierce. We shield ourselves and hide away from everything that might touch us. We say we love the sun, yet we resist the light and instead bury ourselves in our homes and in our lives, not pausing to feel the sun ever-present on our faces and on our skin. We forget that this thing that provides us with our very lives exists, and we live our daily lives without paying attention to it. To us, it is simply a time keeper that will exist far past our life spans.

We don’t notice the little things in life that we hold close to our heart. The bright sun, the fresh air, the smiles of people around us… we simply do not care. We never know what we have until it’s forced away from us.

God damnit I’m being a hypocrite again.


Frodo: I can’t do this, Sam. 
Sam: I know. It’s all wrong. By rights we shouldn’t even be here. But we are. It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger, they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end. Because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you. That meant something, even if you were too small to understand why. But I think, Mr. Frodo, I do understand. I know now. Folk in those stories had lots of chances of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going. Because they were holding on to something. 
Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam? 
Sam: That there’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo… and it’s worth fighting for.